Anything....Reality

well...yeah....here I am...wid my new laptop...in the same room as my mom...sharing...again...but hopefully, soon...i can get into my own room.....yeesh, i wish there was someone to talk to...no one online...u.u...but, i suppose..there's one person i really want to talk to right now...too bad..i guess...u.u i rented a video game..called "Hack" i noticed there were 2 cds...so i tried out one...it was WAY confusing...i was like..."wth...o.o" so yea...i finally decided to look at the other cd....turned out it was a dvd...movie in fact...my eyes lit up to the thought, "NEW ANIME!! OMGOSH!! *_*"....i watched a lil, but i noticed it drew close to 9:30...time to phone Boo...i was excited to tell him about it...(as coreny as that sounds)....#-# due to certain incidents tho...i didnt get in contact wid him..and im wondering when i will....u.u...i would continue watching....but it...just doesnt interest me ne more...*sigh* my heart is too heavy...maybe im being overly-emotional?..my brother's happy...no more lil sister to bother him.................argh. w/e....wat should i do...................what......What should I do? Do you think I should start typing properly?

Paragraphing properly? Well mannered typing? yeesh....ewww...too lazy to do that....

im just writing stuff to waste time...wasting time is fun...i kno im not one of those type of people who wonders wat i could of done in that wasted period of time...i just wait till times that r more interesting to come.....hmmm i type fast....(yes...that's how much i dont haf to do...) yes...well...yea....uh-huh...ummm....ano...ano...ano.....huh....umm...yea....ehhh....ano...

Do yaa kno wat Astrid means? it means, "divine strength". do i really haf "divine strength" dunnooo.....does ne one kno wat Renae means? it means..."reborn"..i wonder if ive been reborn.......is it raining?...o.o'' my mom just said "nooooooo!" ehh...ic ..................my leg hurts, my neck hurts, and my bac hurts and im sure my foot is asleep....YEESH! laptop..my fartietoodle...not doing so well on my lap now is it @.@
*crosses legs*....wobbly...
meh.
oooo my foot hurts...*all da blood is rushing bac*
r u good @ acting? i dun think i am. and i also no that a lot of people say stuff about me when im not there. maybe...not mean things, but they say wat they really think about me. i wonder if i care or not...^.^
*sigh* i wanna punch the wall or scream. just wanna...everyone says "u got it so good. u got nothing to cry about." yes yes. i am happy-go-everything. misses spoiled-to-the-bone enthusiastic lazy brat. i dunno how to take the bus, in fact, i dont kno a lot of things...(even tho "i think i kno it all")

sometimes i dont care about the future, sometimes i dont care about ne thing, because i kno it will always b the same. doesnt mean i wont live on tho. doesnt mean i loose site of things. i see reality. And i can take it.

~HoShi

Believe...

Just the song I'm listening to now. Well, it's been a while since ive "b-logged" ^-^ and well...now im using my mom's comp to just chill and listen to the same song over and over *angel look* *heehee, i guess ill try listening to some new songs ive found on this site...

...Has ne one watched Gundam Seed? well, duh, i think i should know the answer to that. :DOWN WID FREY!: ><** she...gr...*waves fist*

...ne waz, summer seems interesting. ^-^ recently ive been into drawing...and im drawing characters from stories ive created, (even tho i should actually b working on the story) also, im thinking to do a lil remodeling here, ^^ let's just hope the codes havent changed...too much.

*light bulb goes off in head* oh yea! i told Boo that'd id help him wid a new design...well, wid his school and all, it's hard to find time, sooo we'll prob. work on that in August. Just to say, it's a "RahXephon" theme. i got it planned out already. *points to her head* allll in here. ^-^ that's where most of my ideas stay.

(*looks around* is it just me, or is this blog rather boring? ^^'')

letz see...im just curious as to make a list as to what i have planned....:

~ "Could you think of a day...?" Story; Need to finish chapter....11? 55 pages down, at least 20 more to go. (prob. will turn out to b more) Right now, Hoshi and Erik are going to get into a bit of a mess, and Shinigami and Kyros are going to come to save the day. Hiroshi's intentions have been revealed: capture the Guide. Will Hoshi be able to escape? Will Erik reveal his concealed identity, in threat of letting Hoshi know the truth? Can Shinigami and Kyros come to a truse to save their friends? Find out.........when i feel like finishing. ^-^

~"The Angel No One Sees" Story; Need to find loose paper that I was writing the story on to copy onto computer. There is a missing part to it, but so far Aisling has entered the ship and is getting along with his roomates save one closed up child. He's eight years old and already wanting to join the war. The Captin agrees, but for reasons unknown to Aisling and Teddy. Teddy looks on with slight displeasure, but feels that Aisling should know what's best. How will Aisling fair in training? Will he ever find his father? What secrets does the "Cap" conceal? Find out.........when i decide to finish. ^-^

~ "Untitled" Story; about a boy who died and what the "after life" is like as a ghost. I was planning for it to be something like he had an unfinished job on Earth. For what I did write, he was visiting his sad friends and dicovering things about them he never knew when he was alive. umm i wasnt too inspired by it, i wrote this a while back. Soooo i doubt thatz ever going to be finished ^^;

~"Forever Night" Story; main character is a boy named Dysis, second to him is a girl named, Aurora. Dysis represents the Night, and Aurora, the day. Dysis was born on the final eve, and Aurora the final dawn before it became...Forever Night. Years later, at around the age of 16, Aurora convinces Dysis to leave the comfort of their farm homes and venture into the unknown world to find out what happened to the Sun. They head East just in case it got "caught" somewhere there...but run into an adventure they'll never forget. Too bad im not planning on finishing it, id say it was one of my best. I handed it over to Boo, but he didnt seem to interested...and we came up wid another idea for a story...:

~"Mirror Gundam" Fan-Fic/Story; ideas are only in process; main characters have only been created. I know what you're thinking, "rip off!" taking an Anime and making it into a story...blah blah...but I got the idea from this cause i noticed there are no, >MAIN CHARACTERS< in the Gundam sega that are, >female< maybe second main characters, but not >first<. So, i came up with, Mirror, a pirate/scavenger of the war. Her name is obviously, self-given. Ne wayz, she's got secrets unknown to the reader 'till later on, but one day, during the war between the Colonies and Earth, Mirror and her co-pilot spot a renagade Mobile Suit trdrifting in space. When thepilot of the mysterious new-model (Gundam) Mobile Suit is revealed, it turns out to be a young boy. What troubles will this young boy bring Mirror? Even worse, what troubles will what the boy brought with him bring? Find out after Boo watches GS and when he finally has time to start writing it...

~"Untitled" Story; this story is about two girls with "gifts" who have entered a school to become knights. One of the girls has the gift of Fire, a gift that is feared for it's evil ways. But, her poweri s hardly evil, and the two girls face the challanges, (along with 4 others) of becoming a knight with a gift. ne wayz, this one was pretty cool, i had a lot planned for it. *points to head* all up here...but, it's probably not happening, as u can see, ive got a lot of other projects on the "table"...

~another "Untitled" Story; I wrote this one because I was bored. It's about a little boy and girl who live with their grandpa in a suburban fictional area, that should be in a place similar to China, or Japan. The boy and girl have expectional talents, that the older girl, refuses to admit, where the younger boy, has no idea as to what they could mean. One night, a stranger threatens their grandpa to "give up the children", the young girl doesnt know what it means, but she decides that it's dangerous, and escapes with her brother....Never planned on finishing, doubt i will ^-^' and i wasnt even sure wat i had planned for them...sooo yea...

*thinks hard*..*phew*k...i THINK that's all...ne thing else im missing...oh well, heys! shoot, i just membered that previous, "untitled" is out-of-order. i lost that file a while bac....yeesh...wat a waste of time, (trust me, they're more stories like the previous "untitled" one, but they're gone, lost data. Ne wayz, whoa, my eyes hurt....btw, i should do this:

ALL THOSE WHO STEAL THESE IDEAS WILL BE SEVERLY PUNISHED BY MY WRATH. THESE IDEAS/UNWRITTEN STORIES BELONG TO ME, AND ONLY ME. SCREW U IF U DARE TAKE ONE WIDOUT MY PERMISSION ^-^ MEANING: if you ask kindly...i may be able to give the idea to u...under certain technicalities if i choose. ^-^ ne wayz, HOSHI signing off...

~HoSHi*